{"id":265,"date":"2010-04-16T20:11:37","date_gmt":"2010-04-17T00:11:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/laylamah.com\/blog\/?p=265"},"modified":"2010-04-28T02:47:12","modified_gmt":"2010-04-28T06:47:12","slug":"this-past-month","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/laylamah.com\/blog\/?p=265","title":{"rendered":"This past month&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>During the time when I should probably have been blogging the most, I haven&#8217;t blogged at all! -_-<\/p>\n<p>What&#8217;s new&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>A little over a month ago, I injured my back in my sleep &gt;_&lt;, and had to take 2.5 weeks off from Ballroom to recover &#8211; that was miserable! What&#8217;s worse is that I took a whole month off from Ballet and all other dancing, because I didn&#8217;t want to push it too hard too fast after I came back from my injury.<\/p>\n<p>Ex-relationship drama.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve eaten a lot of comfort food and watched more movies than I usually watch in a year. *sigh*<\/p>\n<p>I read Snow Crash. I re-read The Time Machine.\u00a0I read Andre Agassi&#8217;s autobiography. I finished most of For One More Day. I started reading <em>The Myth of Sisyphus.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>My back is much better now, but I&#8217;m still regaining the stamina and intensity I had before I got injured. My balance on my left foot has been a little bit off, though it seems to be getting better day by day.<\/p>\n<p>Though my injury really wasn&#8217;t a help, I managed to learn an Open International Waltz routine, which I performed with Erik last Saturday.<\/p>\n<p>I had a lesson with Mark Nocera at Studio 665, and we talked a lot about inspiration, and having the courage to do what you love, even if other people think you&#8217;re crazy. Hearing Mark&#8217;s story was really refreshing and encouraging. Like me, he also took a very unconventional approach to dedicating his time to dance at the expense of work and income.<\/p>\n<p>I think that I have been making great progress with Anatoli, and I&#8217;m starting to be more relaxed with him each lesson. He&#8217;s teaching me to <em>be the present<\/em>, forget the past and the future, and have no fear of mistakes. Sometimes I feel that these lessons are just as important as technique, if not\u00a0more-so.<\/p>\n<p>I have a coaching lesson tomorrow with Erik and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.supershag.com\/Diana-McDonald.html\" target=\"_blank\">Diana McDonald<\/a>, and I&#8217;m both excited and nervous.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking of starting a more private diary. I&#8217;m not sure how that will change what I write about here in the future, but I&#8217;ve realized that maybe this isn&#8217;t the best place to write about certain things, because if I write about them here, I might feel the need to censor them based upon who might be reading, and how things might be misinterpreted. This post, for example, would have been written differently were I writing it in a private diary. 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